May 2010
26 posts
getting rid of this.
i’m sick of people i don’t even care about knowing every little personal detail that goes on in my life.
i’m sick of haters who stalk me via my tumblr & then bitch about it on formspring.
i’m sick of not being able to just write how i feel.
i’m going to make a new tumblr. completely new account, not one linked onto this one. i’m not going to ever post on...
“i live here on my knees as i try to make you see that you’re everything i...”
– gravity; sara bareilles <3 i dedicated this to you so long ago.
For Your Love by Chris Brown
you give me strength.
like, so much of it. i think that’s the only reason why i actually got through today; the fact that i knew i could come home & i would get a phone call soon after. i can’t wait to graduate & get through my CNA program, cause i know that’s just bringing me so much closer to your arms.
kellie said i’m not gunna wanna come home, & that’s kinda true. i think...
still kinda heated.
there is soooooo much i want to say to both of you, but i like keeping the peace, and i have so many other friends that it’s almost like i’m not that pathetic - i don’t need you guys in my life. it’s the end of the year, we’re outttttaaaa here in a couple weeks.
timothy said he’s proud of me for holding my guard up because it’s always hard losing a best...
fuckyeahhlove:
“And we share every intimate detail in the silences that we create just for that purpose.”
by nonchalentkisses
sighhhhh.
some people will just never grow up & get a fucking clue.
anyways, i’m having THE WORST writer’s block right now on my stupid english quarterly that’s due when? TOMORROW 3RD PERIOD. sooooo fucked.
oh & my anatomy work needs to get done too. i don’t feel like pulling another all nighter wtf.
YES.
txtsfrmlstnght:
(612): I dont know why people are racist. Both the mexicans and the irish gave us holidays where everyone drinks on a wednesday.
GO TO YOUR OWN PROM.
please just save us all the disgusting agony that is you in your dress.
people fucking cringe whenever they see your picture.
you got some balls though dude; people are lined up to murder you (;
Pass Out by Chris Brown ft. Eva Simmons
for some...
so unbelievably stressed out!
seriously? what the fuck senior year? and i thought shit was gunna get better after teachers stopped nagging us about applying for college. NOPE. wanna know my worry list?
this week i have my english final due friday (which i’ve barely done)
anatomy work is due friday.
i have to do my fucking powerpoint presentation in front of ms. o’connor
gotta get to the mall for some last...
i've been sleeping for hours.
and i don’t know why. seriously, why is my period THIS fucking bad. neeeeed to get back on birth control cause this is just fucking ridiculous. thank god i was asleep though; stupid thunderstorm took out the power for a bit.
i didn’t really want to find your ring, especially not on a day like this.
“Know someone as much as you can. Hold onto the moments that define them. Then...”
– I Wrote This For You (via wrists)
uhhh, say what?
becky: did you know i had the biggest crush on you for so long.
aha um, i love waking up to text messages like this ^
“i’m a monster not a pretty little girl, eyes on me so come follow me,...”
– chris brown - pass out
txtsfrmlstnght:
(781): The cops just drove by on their loudspeaker going DO NOT DRINK THE WATAHH
(781): I love boston.
why did i ever stop smoking weed?
seriously, why? like, shannon’s contact high was awesome last night (mostly because she had the bombest fucking weed), and today, clambaking christine’s car with her smoking a blunt was so worth it<3
i don’t get this though, isn’t weed supposed to make my lungs feel worse?
cause it doesn’t. when you have CF, doctors give you certain treatments that help you to...
i can't even explain how excited i am for europe.
like, it’s just not possible. even making stupid shit like plans for the days & googling how to say certain shit has got me jumping up & down (;
“When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to...”
– (via raindropsonredroses) (via redheadbouquet) (via grapeshapedearrings) (via swaymyway) (via wrists)
asdfghjkl so many new things
coming up in the future. i seriously can’t wait, i’m almost jumping up & down everytime i think of the next few months! <3
well
i can’t really say i’m mad anymore, just…really hurt. to me that was like breaking a promise that shouldn’t have been broken.
April 2010
148 posts
“We must be willing to get rid of the life we’ve planned, so as to have the life...”
– Joseph Campbell (via wrists)
ugh facebook notes remind me of my old life.
and i miss it, so so so so much. i was so healthy, so content. why can’t i just get that back? :/
you know,
i’m really getting sick of people stalking me on tumblr and then going on my formspring to bitch about it.
not gunna make a new tumblr though, this one has way too many memories. although i wish i kinda did, just so i would be able to write every single detail down again.
so sam mentioned it in class today.
something about hip piercings. i’ve seen them before and yeah they actually are kinda cool. new want for a different piercing? i think so.
so let’s see: industrial (2 piercings), belly button (1 piercing), & hips (4 piercings; 2 on each side). fuck, if i get everything i want, that would equal out to 15 piercings in all.
i like :D
i thought i could handle listening to that song.
but apperently not; guess i’m just not ready.
“and i can’t think of anybody else, who i hate to miss as much as i hate missing you.”
well this is odd o.o
first my silver makeup thing that she really liked/used went missing…now my itouch is missing? it could just be my lack of cleaning (which i will do when i get home) but this is just strange. she WAS just crying about not having any money last night but would she really go to desperate measures like stealing from her best friend? i don’t think so, especially since she gave me back my...
“i wanna be there for you, and be someone you can come to, the love runs deeper...”
– flyleaf<3
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??!
really? are you fucking kidding me? you’re my best friend but you wanna fucking take my job slot?
“i might just apply to mambo”
no, that’s fucked up, you’re being a complete dumb bitch about this. you have a job, you make enough fucking money to support yourself, so stop thinking by applying somewhere else, you’re going to magically have more than $90 a week...
2 more letters came in today!
tee hee, regardless of you having an iphone now & all that shit, i still love getting letters :D let’s me know you actually took the time & effort.
did a little research on expedia.com for plane tickets and damnnnn there are some good deals on there. looks like everything is coming into place (:
god i can’t wait for summertime, by far going to be the best one for a...
hrumph.
not what i was expecting, but whatever.
The Graduation Song (Friends Forever) by Vitamin...
formspringgg.
“listen jack, we’ve all made bad decisions it’s life. these people need to stop acting like they haven’t. you and tim are amazing together and you know ive always wanted you with him even when others said no way haha shake these people off, there ragging on you cause they cant face their own guilt within themselves. love you to pieces forever<3—-chels”
i...
get the phoneeeee.
i wanna be able to text my timothy again (;
sigh, no dream hair.
no long flowing curls for military ball/prom. apperently instead of getting 20 pieces of extensions, i would need 60-80 whiiicchhhh would cost me $950. yeah, NOT gunna happen. i guess i’ll just suck it up.
sooo tomorrow i have an appointment to dye my hair back to red-ish & cut it some other cool dyke-ish way (;
i’ll be fine without the hair, after all, i am the type of girl to...
I NEED TO GRADUATE ALREADY.
right now, i can’t handle this bullshit any longer.
Jackie Marie Mombourquette
luv-doc:
She is the base of the strong man i make myself out to be, she is the powerhouse behind my engine. With just a few words from her i can just do ANYTHING.
Its almost scary that a person has that much power over me…at the same time it is empowering because i know she will be there for me regaurdless of situation.
She is my little army girlfriend; she is my Jackie <3
Crazy Train by Bullet For My Valentine